F*** you god. F*** you for making me this way, f*** you for giving me autism, f*** you for giving everyone else a relationship except for me, f*** you making my past friends turn their back on me, f*** you for never helping me out when I need you to, f*** you for taking away my grandfather and uncle, f*** you for making me exist altogether. You want me to worship you or burn in hell. Well I’d rather go to hell then be forced to do what you say and have you give me nothing but a middle finger every goddamn time! I wish I could go to heaven and beat the s*** out of you myself!