I need to let go of this ridiculous crush I developed on this handsome polish twitch streamer. He’s just the perfect male version of myself. But even if he would find me attractive, I live in the Netherlands, I won’t move to Poland, and I’m quite sure he won’t come to Holland. He’s mentioned he wants to live in America. He’s a great sculptur though, so you should check him out: Mankej_. He deserves all the support. He’s now making a mind_flayer. It’s mesmerizing to see hem work.
I seem to always fall for impossible guys. It’s painfull. However, I’ve allready learned to not act on them. I’m confessing here so I don’t bother him with it. That’s growth right..