Last year my boyfriend said he wanted to have our marriage this month i.e, Oct 2020 but I asked him to wait for 2 more years for the wedding because I’m poor n I cannot afford for a wedding. Due to family issues I couldn’t tell him this. Since I asked him to wait, he said he couldn’t n broke up with me last year. Well now , he is getting married this month to another girl. This is purely god’s punishment for something that I didn’t do. I feel so much pain in me. I will never get him back again. My heart cries. I don’t know how to cope with this.