i don't know what to do already. why can't i get over you? why can't i forget you? why am i still thinking of you? why? i miss you so bad. at least i get

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i don’t know what to do already. why can’t i get over you? why can’t i forget you? why am i still thinking of you? why?

i miss you so bad. at least i get to see you once a day. that would be enough to know that you are still healthy and happy.

sorry i’m writing this while listening to songs so i don’t really know what i’m saying.

why did i tell my friend i have a crush? why is it you? i know, you don’t even know that i exist and that i care about you. but i want to forget you. i want to get rid of you. but why can’t i do that?

it’s your eyes. i love your eyes. i miss your eyes.

sigh,

what do i do?

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