I was in love with a girl and she liked me, and we kissed and stuff but not much more. we were best friends and i finally had to tell her that i cant be her friend anymore and i cut off communication with her. there were too many stressful elements to the situation and she had hurt me a few times before. its only been 2 days but i miss her so much. we share a birthday and its coming up in like a week and im dreading it. im not sure how to feel happy. every year i always celebrate with her bc its OUR birthday and its just gonna s*** so f****** bad.
