I would like to kill myself, but I can’t. 1. It would hurt my family 2. It would hurt 3. I might mess up and be in a worse position 4. Some religions say

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I would like to kill myself, but I can’t. 1. It would hurt my family 2. It would hurt 3. I might mess up and be in a worse position 4. Some religions say you go to Hell if you commit suicide and while I’m agnostic I can’t help but fear that outcome. F***, I just want to die already. Preferably in my sleep. I don’t want more pain. I feel like I’m going to be screwed when my parents die, because I’ve a lot of mental illnesses and I have episodes where I don’t even realize I’m being batshit crazy. I depend on family a lot. I’m going to be a homeless basket case if I don’t figure out how to navigate life. 🙁 I hate being me. Why can’t life be fair

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