She’ll never know how much I miss her. What a fool I was to mess things up with her. Now I’m so lonely I can’t stand it.
i went to pune in 2013, this chanakya mandal pariwar sadashiv peth, are currupt people of bjp, i stood against them , then i came back to latur my hometown, bjp have sent vivekanand swami named person , who lives near my house now. came here to kill me,he killed my father and my dog. please kill avinash dharmadhiri and vivekanad swami , master mind is modi, if possible also kill devendra fadnvis, narendra modi , and mohan bhagwat.
My wife knew i was a recovering s** addict when we dated, when we married, and knew that it stemmed from childhood maternal molestation many years ago. She knows i will not act out, that i love her too much to do that to her, and she knows to the degree any non s** addict can how exhausting the onslaught of compulsive intrusive s***** thoughts are. But she still rejects my sincere well motivated desire for surgical or chemical castration and i cannot understand why. We have a platonic relationship so it would be zero loss to either of us.
