I’m scared, he can move on from me and i wouldn’t know. f***. he lives 7 hours away from me, Scotland. He could be talking to other girls, whilst my stupid phone is broken, but who knows he could have been talking to other girls this whole time. This is all crazy because I’ve only known him for 3 weeks, but you can’t blame me. he has it all, the kindness, the good looks, the general rush of happiness whenever he enters a room. Whenever I think of him my heart beats so fast, I wonder if the same happens to him, I cry sometimes at night thinking about the situation I got myself into, its crazy right? Like what was I thinking, UGH I’m so stupid. Should i forget about him..? I haven’t heard from him in days because my phone decided to never turn on again. I hate myself for giving up, but maybe its for the better. Who am I kidding. Ha. Me in a relationship with someone 7 hours away… I dont think it would last. Well idk maybe it will, or what if he gets bored of me?! Oh my god I’m overthinking, f***. I need to stop, or maybe i just need help, oh s*** someone send help- .
