Two years ago my dad had shoved a gun to my forehead when I tried to protect my dog and sister from him. I was scared for them so I grabbed a knife and told him back the f*** off which insulted us to getting into a physical fight. I managed to slug him in his eye really hard, which is surpising coming from a small and short girl like myself, but that had only made him more pissed. My mom had just watched and did nothing as this deranged man chased me around the house before in the last minute he stepped in. After that I don’t remeber much considering how hard ive tried to supress this memory and trying to desperately forget it. But what i cant forget is that how my mom straight told me how embarassing and evil I was for hurting my dad. my oldest sister had forced me to apologize to him since she was oh so f****** scared that he take our dog and cat to the pound. at that time i just never felt so alone and betrayed by the two people ive ever looked up to. espically from my older sister since me and her are so close. she knows how much i hate my father too but she cared about a bunch of animals over me. i just think its laughable that my father is the council members of the church and so many others look up to him when he cant even love and support his own family. our family is a joke and so broken because of our s***** parents and i wish for them to just die
