I have been shutting myself inside for the past few weeks, I stopped answering people online a few days ago all together and people came to my house to

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I have been shutting myself inside for the past few weeks, I stopped answering people online a few days ago all together and people came to my house to check on me but I ignored the knocks and calls. I’m having a severe depression episode and I’m trying really really hard to not hang myself in my closet. 24/F
cause of depression: Extremely traumatic breakup, mother passing, grandma cancer, step dad passing, loss of babyx2, no job, no family, money issues, being used by every potential romance, disassociation, marijuana use, severe isolation. Help? I need to be better before September 1st.

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