I don't wanna talk to anyone about how I'm feeling, how I feel like I have to constantly try so I fit in or so people like me. I don't want peeps talks of

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I don’t wanna talk to anyone about how I’m feeling, how I feel like I have to constantly try so I fit in or so people like me. I don’t want peeps talks of people telling me that it’s just my mind and that I shouldnt have to try, or everyone gets like that. I’m exhausted from trying. I feel like I’m slowly giving up on myself and people have noticed, callings me cold or b**** or mean cause it looks like I don’t care. I’ve been distancing myself from so many people without meaning to and it’s leading to how I’m feeling now, alone and lost. I don’t know what to do. I’m lost and alone and just want myself to be someone else

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Am i the only man who sincerely thinks most men should be castrated as soon as they are 18/fully physically grown for societal benefit? Yes earlier would be better but you have to let them mature because society needs them as adult workers. They could be put in chastity cages until then. Which would also help by causing penile atrophy until they can be castrated.

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My wife knew i was a recovering s** addict when we dated, when we married, and knew that it stemmed from childhood maternal molestation many years ago. She knows i will not act out, that i love her too much to do that to her, and she knows to the degree any non s** addict can how exhausting the onslaught of compulsive intrusive s***** thoughts are. But she still rejects my sincere well motivated desire for surgical or chemical castration and i cannot understand why. We have a platonic relationship so it would be zero loss to either of us.