I miss you so much, and it’s only hitting hard now. When I first broke up with someone, I felt free – I realized the faults of being with my first partner. I didnt have anything against you, and I still don’t. It was nobody’s fault we broke up. I tried to convince myself I was dreaming when you told me we should split but I didn’t want to show that I was in major distress, I didn’t want to make you feel guilty for something that wasn’t your fault. I love you.