People are literally telling me ‘you’re so skinny’ ‘ I hate you you’re so skinny’ without prompt of any kind or any egging on. A new exercise clothing company is starting up and I’m the model they picked out to help it launch. I didn’t even ask! I barely even weigh 100 lbs. So why is it every time I look in the mirror I can’t help but see flaws and places where I’d like to lose weight or gain muscle. I don’t even feel tone, I always feel kinda flabby honestly. I have a photo shoot coming up tomorrow and I’m nervous because I ate three times today, and barely did any exercise, PLUS my freaking period is coming on and that always makes me feel super bloated. I want to gain more confidence in myself. Others see me as very beautiful, and I want to see that side of myself too.