So this isn’t really my secret but like a ‘family secret’. I’m not that old but when I was younger like 8 or 9 maybe,my family seemed perfect to me. I had good parents,a cute little brother, a dog,a very loving and accepting grandma,everything you could possibly imagine.But it all came falling when my father found out that my mother had cheated on him. She continuously had s** with someone for over 6 months,maybe even more. My father was completely destroyed.He drank all the time,didn’t go to work and was pretty abusive. He used to beat my mother and would sometimes even beat me. It got pretty out of hand but it gradually got better. He still goes crazy sometimes but it’s pretty rare. You can say that he has healed alot. So you would think that my mother would change,you know for the better. But no,she didn’t. About 1 month ago,she had s** with that man inside a red car infront of our apartmen in the night and I saw her. My father was at work so he doesnt no about it. We have like a smart tv and my brother had connected my mother’s phone to the tv and was watching stupid cartoons today. She was high as usual and asked my brother to give her the phone. She didn’t notice that it was still connected to our tv and started sexting the man she previously had an affair with and said,”I cant wait to spend some naughty time with you tonight”.I saw that and now she’s all like forgive me you are the only thing that matters to me. Okay,fine I trust you. But then why did you previously consider abandoning us and living with that dickhead and his son? Why? Maybe I am just overreacting but this is alot to comprehend for a twelve year old.