It actually started in Dec 2019 I started remembering some weird things about my past. It felt more like a Deja Vu but idk what it was. I told my mom bout it and then we visited a shrink cause I was remembering stuff I was not supposed to OR you can say I was remembering the stuff that never even happened. The shrink diagnosed me w OCD imagery and I was on medication and therapy and got a little better, But… But but but In January… This started to happen. To make it easy to grasp my situation, I’ll give ya’ll a movie example. There’s a movie in Bollywood called “Lage Raho Munna bhai”. In which “Munna Bhai” the main lead Mugs up every possible biography and every possible book written on Mahatma Gandhi to impress his love intrest who’s a RJ who conducts a radio contest on “who knows Gandhi the most” on 2nd October which is his birth anniversary. He reads and learns bout Gandhi for 3 nights straight without any sleep and later he starts seeing Gandhi everywhere, He basically hallucinates bout Gandhi and on top of that Gandhi(The one who’s inside his head) helps him get the girl of his dream and sort his life with his wisdom. In that movie “Munna” studied about Gandhi and got Gandhi but in my version of “Lage Raho Munna Bhai”(My problem), I studied about Varun Dhawan(A well known Bollywood actor) and got Sushant Singh Rajput!(Another well known actor from Bollywood) Thank God that I am not able to hallucinate of him I mean at least that hasn’t started yet. I am not Sushant Singh Rajput’s fan I am Varun Dhawan’s fan. I have nothing to do with Sushant Singh Rajput but apparently he is talking to me in my head! We chit chatt and he also seduces me! He reminds me of things that never happened in first place! I never dated him, His friends were never my friends, I was never ever intemet with him, He never visited my school to see me, I never sat on his lap and kissed him! And above all I never married him when I was in 9th grade!!!!! the things he is reminding me are coming like flashbacks and I just can’t recollect or connect them with my memories. I confirmed it to my Mom and she strongly denise any guy called “Sushant” being with me. You guys! I am SO confused!! it’s getting out of my hand, Cause why and how the hell can he get into my head when he is the last person on the earth’s phase I’ll ever of thinking in my day to day life. I’ve watched only 3 of his movies and I watched all of them for his co-actors. So to solve the confusion I am sort of trying to contact him. I know it’s next to impossible but I am a try-er I just wanna let him know that someones linking me with him and that if he doesn’t know me and he also has nothing to do w me, Then! Someone is screwing w me AND IT HAS TO BE BLACK MAGIC!
