I hate how 1. Misunderstood mental problems are in today’s world 2. How people don’t realize they occur on a spectrum and try to relate to you. Like..go f*** yourself. I have Complex Post Traumatic Disorder. I have had several Extreme abuses throughout the course of my life. B****, you cannot relate to me on any f****** level. Don’t even f****** try. Idiots. Trauma fucks up your brain. But it really fucks it up beyond repair when you have several traumatic experiences throughout your life. Your f****** problems are in no way comparable to mine. I’m not even going to get into it, because I will trigger myself, but I hate everyone. If you think I’m being self indulgent, go look up complex ptsd symptoms. F****** Hell, I hate everyone. I really do. Like f*** off. I hate everyone so much. I don’t want to get into itl but I have experienced every mental illness symptom you can probably think of. Hallucinations. Disassociation. Severe Obsessive compulsiveness. Anxiety. Panic attacks. Depression. Eating disorder. Self harm. I could go on, but I think you get it. YOU CANNOT F****** RELATE TO ME, YOU MASSIVE F****** ASSHOLES WHO THINK you even have a clue. I hate everyone. Please, kill me, God, so I don’t have to talk to a goddamn person again in my life. Humans killed Jesus which should tell you everything about the massive piles of s*** they are. It is funny that some actually blame the Jewish people. How f****** near sighted. You are ALL pieces of s***. Every human is a p************. Ever since the dawn of time. Of course, there is a good, light side to all humans, but your evil side is the f****** devil. YOU ARE GOD AND THE DEVIL (metaphorically). HEAVEN AND HELL IS WITHIN THE MIND. F****** despise humans. I really think the spiritual people might be right about the afterlife and I am in literal Hell. Because this is my version of Hell…being surrounded by The suffering of myself and others and feeling a high degree of empathy for all beings. My empathy is why I am a misanthrope. I despise how much cruelty exists in the world. However. Every human hurts someone at some point and that is why I hate everyone. God and the Devil is within. I can say with sincerity that I love everyone and despise them as the same time. I see their duality. I cannot cope with the greyness of life. I want perfection and absolutes. I want people who are actually good. However, no one is good. People are just people, only behaviors can be defined as good or bad. If an actual God exists IT HAS SOME F****** EXPLAINING TO DO
