I loved you with all my heart. More then I ever thought I could platonically love another human being. But you are nothing like you portrayed yourself to be either…you just mirrored me. Knowing what I know now about you, and how much of a stretch that was, it makes me love you even more. I’m actually crying as I write this because I don’t know how to say goodbye, once again, to something or someone I loved so much. When I think about the loss, I feel pain radiating from my chest, like a 20 pound weight sits on it. I truly thought the world of you. Maybe I wasn’t your best friend, but you were mine. You are amazing,and so cherished, exactly the way you are. My heart is broken knowing I may never get to hug or even speak to you again. I don’t want to let you go, but you’re already gone. I guess somehow I have to come to terms with that. Please know I truly thought the world of you. .You always say you feel like an outsider, and no one accepts you…but thats because you never give anybody a chance. Plenty of people would, that I know for sure. I know i’m not your person, but please, please believe that. You have so much to offer. I could fill a notebook with everything there is to list….but i’m not going to because i’ll start to cry again.

I love you. Please be well