I just miss him so much. I’ve been committed to this guy for over a year now, and we haven’t made ourselves official or anything because we’re (mainly him) afraid of ruining things because we’re long distance. I don’t know. Covid is making it even harder for us, because I was supposed to meet him June, but now that has been postponed. He’s working on Uni in Australia, and I’m here in the U.S, trying to hurry up and graduate within this pandemic chaos. I’m 18, he’s 20. Ive barely gotten to talk to him all week, and that makes both of us upset, so with what little I’ve chatted with him over the past 3 days, I can tell he’s getting depressed because he has to devote so much time to uni and can’t talk to me a lot. I love him so much, and I miss him like crazy. I’ve gotten so used to calling him every other day. Ugh.