I wish I wasn’t born into my family. My mother acts like she cares and she always tells me to come to her if I ever feel sad, but when I want to talk to her, she always give advice that ends up making me feel even worse and to tell me to “stop feeling that way”. My brothers look at me weirdly, they never talk to me, and one of them did /things/ to me that just makes me feel disgusting. My father pokes at my insecurities and always lies under the guise that he’s just joking. I used to be able to cope with it, especially since i used to live in a dorm and had my friends to rely on, but this s***** lock down forces me to stay at home with my family, which s**** A**. I want to be able to go to uni, get a job, my own place and maybe marry and go far FAR away. I don’t have any trust in my family anymore. I just wanna leave already.