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A lot of people say a person didnt kill themselves because of another person. Or even an attempted suicide person or an accomplished one who left a note, say it’s no ones fault. However from personal experience of my own suicidal thoughts and attempt and the success of a suicidal roommate, I can say with confidence that line is a bold faced lie. Made to make people feel better. Oh people aren’t the only reason we kill ourselves or want to, but they are definitely a component. A broken heart being a part of it. My roommate killed himself not 5 minutes after a fight with me about letting a creepy stranger into our house the night before while he was drunk and I was asleep. Turned around, went into his room, and shot himself in the head. He was an alcoholic, he had been recently rejected by the love of his life of 14yrs, felt undeserving of his job, hated his mother, and hated that he put me and our other roommate in danger so many times when drunk. One of the times being pointing a loaded gun at me. And he loved carrying around that loaded gun. And dropping it. He killed himself because he felt he didnt belong. Felt rejected by everyone. Namely the ones closest to him. Me being one of the culprits. And that blonde incestuous bimbo he loved. And our other roommate. And his mother. And his friends who rarely spoke to him when he was sober. I’m responsible for his suicide, despite what people say. And if I kill myself, though I wont blame anyone, they’ll definitely be a cause of why I did it.

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