she was my first love, the person i woke up for everyday and pushed myself to be here for. now she’s gone and already fallen out of this love with me. she was my reason and my motivation and now i have none. but i can’t blame anyone but myself. ill always love you even if it’s not here on earth. i promised you i wouldnt hurt myself but that’s a promise im gonna have to break. please see this, please text me. was it all a lie did u not know your feelings because you were so quick to leave. how do you fall out so quick, i wish i could’ve moved on but i cant and on top of that i have personal mental issues. i can’t handle it anymore. i dont even have the fight to be alive anymore im sorry ____. i love you