Since I was a child I have always been compared to my older sister. My sister had an accident that made her medical studies impossible to complete. Since she was the only one out of my family that my parents where sure would have a successful life this greatly disappointed them. Since I was the youngest when the accident occurred, and the most impressionable, they proceeded to put all the pressure to succeed. This also resulted in them all putting their focus on me. One of My older brothers, older than me by 9 years, got overlooked as a result and this angered him greatly. I grew up constantly getting compared to my sister and resented by my brother. My brother’s resentment later escalated and soon enough he began to physically abuse me. During this time I was put in charge of taking care of all my other sibling’s kids. I was 12 during this time. I had to take care of 8 kids during a time i was emotionally conflicted. I was diagnosed with ADHD and depression during this time but my parents didn’t want to pay anything to help me. I wanted someone to talk to but i felt as if i would burden them in doing so. so i stayed quite and bottled it all up and i still am to this day.