I’m a failure I always quit before anything is complete, I’ve quit school I’ve quit training programs, I’ve even tried to quit smoking, I’ve tried to hang myself countless amount of times but I’m a failure. I’m 22 and still live in my parents’ house and for the foreseeable future I’m going to be homeless and stay with them. I don’t want to go outside because it just makes me mad. At the end of the day I’m just living with pain I want to end but can’t so now I’ve learnt to just deal with it. At the end of the day I’ve learnt I can’t kill myself because you just can’t do things yourself anymore, and if I want the pain to stop well. I just have to live with it until I die alone. I’m weak, I’ve lost my strength, I’ve lost my memory, I’m old and tired, and I just want to die.
