I’m afraid that as a black girl I will never get a boyfriend or find love.
On top of being a first generation African in America, I’ve grown up in a very diverse setting. As such, I have taken on preferences and tastes that don’t fit into the stereotype of the “black” person. Deep down I know that I may never date/marry an African man as my parents assume I will. Even among the African-American boys I am exposed to, I don’t find myself attracted to them and they probably don’t see someone as dark as myself attractive anyways.
Personally, I’m attracted to the boys outside of my race; White, Asian, Hispanic etc. However it seems like none of those people would even consider a girl like me. All of my other friends (Indian, Black/White, White, Asian) have been in relationships and I’m the odd one out.
I know that I can’t change the way I look and I know I can’t change how people feel about me and my looks. It feels like I’m being rejected by all faces of the world. This truth always in the back of my head and I can’t get rid of it.
I’m just so afraid that because of who I am, I’m going to be alone.
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The sky is clear; the stars are twinkling.
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nobody loves me to say they care on a season like this
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Why men? Why not men, women, children, elders
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I wonder what she’s up to.
I’m meant to be writing at this moment. What I mean is, I’m meant to be writing something else at this moment. The document I’m meant to be writing is, of course, open in another program on my computer and is patiently awaiting my attention. Yet here I am plonking down senseless sentiments in this paragraph because it’s easier to do than to work on anything particularly meaningful. I am grateful for the distraction.
It’s not his fault. I know you’re going to want to, but you can’t blame him. He really has no idea how it happened. I kept trying to come up with excuses I could say to mom that would keep her calm when she found out what happened, but the more I tried, the more I could see none of them would work. He was going to get her wrath and there was nothing I could say to prevent it.
I’m only staying in this relationship because i can’t afford to leave. I really tried loving you, but it’s so difficult for me
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Girl better stay away from asians rn