Why do I felt like this. Not once, not twice but every time. When it was dark, when I was alone. I just wanted an answer. Is this a call for help? probably. But I was the hyper, happy and easygoing girl in my group of friends. I wasn’t supposed to feel sad right? Do you all think i just wanted attention? I’ll probably think so too. Freakin hate myself dude. I hate being sad. I hate being lonely. But all I just wanted is just to stay in my room as long as possible without human contact. What is this misery? I wanted to cry, to scream but I don’t know what’s the reason and that’s the most frustrating things in my case. I am not depressed I swear! at least I hope so. My mental health is pretty okay. It’s just times like this made me wonder am I really okay? Can this sadness just disappear into thin air? Can’t I just forget?

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