i am 18 years old this year. i will be entering university in late 2020, maybe in september. the problem is that i have rarely been away from my family. the last time was 6 years ago. i grew up, day by day with them and honestly i am scared to leave. i think it would be better to just die here and now. i know, what a spoiled kid. but i was simply raised like that. my heart had always been soft and now im too scared. i don’t know what i want to do and if im able to. i don’t want to be away, i just want to stay with them. 2/3 years might pass by quickly once i get used to it but the first few months would really be a miserable ones for me. i need atleast a friend but im afraid of making none.