I’m not having a great time right now. I know I don’t really have much to complain about: I have a family that loves me, a roof over my head, an education… I’m lucky and I’m doing just fine. I’m just getting kind of stir crazy, kind of bored. I’m currently on my spring break from school — so I’m home — but it’s almost over and I just got my wisdom teeth out. I’m stuck at home babysitting my mom’s puppy while she and my dad are at work and my sister is at school. Hours into my HGTV marathon, all I’ve had today are two cups of pudding and I’m h u n g r y. None of my high school friends give me a second thought anymore, none of my college friends care because this is their one week that they get away from me. I’m lonely, I’m stressed because I have so much to do and so little time to do it, I have so much to figure out in such a short amount of time that is eating away at me, I’m touch starved, I’m tired, I’m sore, I’m hungry, I’m lonely… I’m not having a great time. Again, I know my problems aren’t that big in the grand scheme of things and I’m probably just being a whiny baby, but I’ve just been sitting on my couch crying and I feel like the world is falling down all around me. I don’t know what to do. I needed to let this out. Thanks for reading if you stuck around this long for some reason. I’ll be fine… I think.
