Okay so i dont know how to start but okay lets get it.
Hi there so i am a university graduate. I graduated last year but before I graduated me and my friends sign up to this uhm application for internship to other country well based on my luck which i do not have, i am still here while all my friends are like in other countries working their butts up and here i am sulking and doing absolutely nothing in my house.

It is almost 1 year that i dont have a job. I am applying at different companies here but as ive said my f****** luck dont like me. I still dont have a job and i am f****** depressed about it. My f****** mind begins to think inappropriate things that i shouldnt. And just a while ago i began crying my eyes out and i dont even know why i f****** cried. I am stress, i am depressed, i dont know what to do. I am embarrassed. I feel like my parents dont want me anymore because of it (thats just my feeling but i hope not). I am embarrassed to f****** face them.

I really really want to help them BUT it so hard for me too you know? I am applying but i get rejected ever f****** time. I want to have a f****** job.

Okay i guess thats it? So anyone here know someone thats needed employeed or hiring companies pls message me hhahahaha just kidding but seriously i want to have a f****** a job. My heart is so heavy. I feel like im gonna bust.

Im sorry for all the curses. I just want to get this out of my fuc— mind. Im f****** emotional pls dont touch me.
Thank you

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