I’m really afraid of men due to being repeatedly abused by two different men when I was like..five (I’m 25 now) It’s not like I think everyone is out to get me or anything, I just get super anxious 99% of the time when interacting with them and am generally so nervous I can hardly even get myself to talk.
I’ve never had a boyfriend or even kissed anyone before, and tbh there’s only a very small percentage of men I’m actually attracted to. But despite this I really want a bf and think that I’d be a really good and sweet gf if I could get comfortable around someone.
There’s been guys online that I talk to and really like, but whenever they want to meet I get too scared and can’t do it. I’m tired of this and wish I were just normal 🙁
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I get you. I’m 30, no boyfriend, never been kissed, never let anyone hold me. I was beaten and tormented as a child and I wasn’t strong enough to get through it. You clearly still have hope, don’t sink into loneliness! There’s someone patient and respectful out there… I hope you find them.
find the comforting men, probably the ones who like to read, cultured, dress classy, the ones who are shy maybe, these will treat you gently and will really love you