I’m so f****** alone. I’m literally in so much pain that I want to kill myself. No person on this Earth could ever love me. Even after I was always available for everyone, always giving and loving. Still no one gives a f***, no one is there when I get panic attacks. I don’t even know what’s wrong with me? I should have died years back. I don’t know why I still loved after that night. I tried to kill myself but couldn’t. I am just someone who gets hurt even after giving best. Maybe I should never even have had a heart. I am horribly alone. I have no idea if I will even see tomorrow. I’m holding a blade with me. I just want all this to end.
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Well have you tried making things right? You sound like the person who was mean, but didn’t even care about other’s. Now you’ve come to the realization that you are alone and will always be alone. You’re desperately trying to change other people’s opinions of you yet it’s set in stone. The few friends you do have probably feel bad about ignoring a desperate person begging for attention.. so they’ll keep amusing the idea that you have a few go to people when times are ruff.. but let me remind you of reality since your so far out of touch. It’ll never change you coming to this site or other’s like it. You’re cry for attention will grow stronger yet you’re will to live will grow dimmer.. people who you thought would always have your back will fall off leaving a empty space, an you will never work up the courage to do it.. you’ll just destroy every relationship, person, family member, and thing you love till you’re dieing breath. Congratulations you are the weakest link goodbye.
Don’t listen to cunts. Stop being a doormat. People will use and abuse, that’s on them. Call the suicide hotline if you’re really on edge.
Everything you said I’ve once felt, and still do at times. I’m still alone and don’t feel loved. In fact, I dont feel anything but trepidation and anxiety most of the time. But I’m learning to move on and still press forward. That’s one of the best things we can do at this point. Is fight!. You know, don’t let how you feel determine your actions. It will only bring you further down. And yes, there is people that love you. And even if there wasn’t anyone who loves you, you still DONT NEED TO DIE. You’ll going to go above and beyond you WILL make it it though. Believe it. God Bless.
Patience and perseverance pays off . Believe in yourself and love yourself