I want to look and feel beautiful, I’m so fat, stress eater. I can’t even let my hair down or else my toddler pulls my hair till it hurts, he is autistic. Useless selfish husband won’t bother to help. People judge me for stuffing myself but it is the only love I have in my life, it makes me feel satisfied and happy. It stops my panic attacks.

Everyone look at me like I’m a frigging pile of s***, husband won’t feel like f****** until he gets bored of m***********. I want someone to love me, kiss me and f*** me for at least 10 minutes, my husband just lasts a minute. He doesn’t even know what is female o*****. I lie to him even I orgasmed after he is done, so that he just gets off me.

Is it so hard to find a man who can listen to you talk and love and care for you??? Maybe I’m not in touch with reality but I want some love and care.