I may be young but my mind is well beyond my years and it hurts to think I have to keep things so quiet from others and act more (I’m trying to think how to put it) ditsy and blithe to match my years. I hate writing how I act this way but I feel as if I’m putting on this great façade of grasping onto a slither of raw childhood emotion and expressing it through my behaviour now. But when I finally break character of being this little-whatever you call it persona- people question me and act shocked. If I rest for a minute and someone approaches me I feel as if I need to put back on that mask; if I don’t then people wonder why I’ve changed- when really I’m being carefree and myself in public. It’s sad I can’t be like how I want and how I’m meant to be so the only way I can is by venting through a screen. I kind off hate doing this, but at the same time I feel I can release any demons dragging me down. Now I know there may be others on this site who experience the same. So trust me: your not alone, I’m here for you, try not to hide yourself or express yourself more, If you want to chat I’m okay with that.
Thank you for your time x

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