I wish I had the money and transportation means to move and start anew with a blank slate. I only know the bare minimum of how to live (get a job, get money, use money for bills and taxes and food, water, electricity, etc) and I don’t really understand all the other nuances to life.
I just want to live happily and contently with no worries and with someone I love who loves me back. I feel like I need or want like some kind of caretaker or like a sugar momma or someone who could provide for the both of us. The thought of living and providing for myself is stressful and makes me scared, like I’m not good enough just living on my own anymore.
