i hate my mother. She just sees me as an enemy now. At some point I just stopped being her daughter, and that hurts me.
Right now she’s in the other room, complaining about me. I’m just going to ignore her. I’m not gonna talk to her anymore. Not until she reaches out. She has to be the one who wants to offer a truce.
i just hate her. I know I shouldn’t because she’s my mom and she takes care of me and my dad, does a lot of work around the house and never asks for help..
She just acts like such a f****** martyr about it.
I just can’t forgive her for how she’s hurt me. For what she said to me, for how she has behaved. I can’t.
Almost every New Year’s it’s the same. Mom gets drunk and says some really mean, horrible things to me that really hurt my feelings.
I hope the first day of the new year doesn’t dictate the rest of your year, because my day was just awful in every way.
I want to leave.
I want to go back to Sweden, get a job and an apartment and just live as FAR way from my parents as I can. I really do.
I don’t even want anything to do with my family. Like at all.
Happy New Year’s I guess.
