I hate being alone on New Years.
I was for many years, consecutively. I’ve never really been invited to parties, I’ve always been a “they’re cool, but not my friend” type of person. For 13 straight years, I was alone on New Years and didn’t care.
But now that I’ve been with others on New Years it destroys me, how alone I feel. It hurts. I hear all of my acquaintances having fun, they post pictures from parties and videos and stuff. And I’m sitting in my room, alone, coloring to try to keep the tears at bay.
This s****. I wish I wasn’t alone.
Happy New Years, to all those on this site. May 2020 be a good year for you.
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