I know I’m gay now, but I still can’t date a girl. I can’t even look people in the eye. Physical touch makes me panic. I’m scared of people flirting with me. The thought of s** makes me want to run and hide. Sometimes I think I’m just confusing my interest in women with my relief that women usually aren’t as s******* aggressive as men and if I date a girl they won’t want to sleep with me or touch me or scare me. I’m dysfunctional, I think. Why am I so scared all the time?
