I have deep hatred and resentment for my mom. She fucked us over so many times and has no will power to f****** stop smoking. I am just so angry because it’s Christmas Eve and she made me rap presents that SHE bought for my friends. It was like, “hey take these presents I bought for your friends and rap them for me” she walked into my room dropped the presents on my bed and walked away as if she couldn’t f****** do it herself. Recently, I saw a bit of my “500$” worth presents in her gross a** room and it’s like she doesn’t know me at all. A book that was based off a movie from two years ago and colored pencils from Walmart. I can’t help but feel disappointed because I sent her countless lists and ideas and you would think it’s easy to go off a list but no. I feel spoiled and f****** stupid for thinking this is a problem, We went to the mall together and I showed her the things I wanted! I gave her my f****** Amazon wishlist and yet I get a s***** book and colored pencils. Wow. Thanks.