My fault my fault my fault grown a** adult I’m sorry I’m sorry I’m trying I’m trying i know I should have been more prepared should have known should have known sensory overoveroverload overload I’m an adult I should’ve known better should’ve prepared better too overwhelmed to function just to sit quietly in a goddamn waiting room I’m so ashamed I’m so ashamed I’m such a freak I just want to be okay I just want to be okay I’m so sorry