You hear me stinky? The issue is shes showing up in my life after its been done and giving it to people like you, which gives you a big advantage on me in the environment we were in. You know, I dont and she does absolutely know that when she gives it to a dude like you, a guy who does not let anything go, a guy who I KNOW, I was told had issues with me, for some reason I didnt know. You know, you follow me? You are an alcoholic and a bad one if bag I want me to be honest about you. Actually, you are pretty fucked up yourself. Worse than me if were both being honest. And your desire for her had nothing to do with that fact that you didnt like me much eh? Not at all. Never. It’s about holding cards. It’s kind of cheap. It’s like hitting from behind BUT I dodged a bullet when I left. I did quit too right? I have the slip here, I have her it in writing. That's uncomfortable, dont know if you're ever been through that, maybe someday, who knows? F****** brawds eh? Kind of a yucky experience
Ok well if its all a big coincidence…. again…. all the power to her and you, it won’t ever happen again. Shes not trying to find out what Im up to. Shes not like that at all You better hope anyway. Lets hope she does again try to figure out a way to get close again. Yet again. She is good too. She can literally think I am going to do this and do it. Completely outlandish, if she wants to do it, she will do it. Keep her. Keep her happy. Ill say it again, I gave up in Spring of 2012. Last communication with her, I am out. Being real with myself. Her to me was early 2005. That was the last anything that meant anything. I met you in fall of 2012. Like 6 months later, I never once breathed a word of that to anyone once ever, not one time and yeah. Those are the facts, but when I say I have up, I really gave up. I dont play games or say what I dont mean ever. I mean it. For real reasons. I didnt just say it to myself. So my other issue is, whats with all the b******* involving me in 2019. Given all of that s***? Whats the problem. I have not even tried to communicate with her in any way since 2012. What is the problem? Never talked to you about it either. Whats the issue, and what do I have to do with it in almost 2020?
