I love you so much. I still don’t understand why you think we should call it off when you felt guilty for not making effort. Yes, we both knew you were effortless but i still love you. Till today, I’m not sure if you have lost interest in me along the way. Probably you did because you were effortless. At the beginning of the relationship you were the same as the end, effortless. Why was there a spark even thou there were no effort? Oh June, I always missed you. This time I’m going to miss you so badly. Why does it have to be this way, i never wanted to call it off. We have so much time in the world for both of us. I can give you time, you can also make a little effort. How hard is it to do something special? You have effort in other things, you could have just done it for me. Yet you choose not to. You said you have lost your whole life and you want to gain back but do you realise you are planning to lose me. I’m sad, I really love you. It really doesn’t make sense. Even it was just for few months but i really enjoyed my time with you. Even we meet not so frequently I was also happy with us. I hope that your decision will fulfil your expectation. My sacrifice for you will not be in vain.

On my side I do feel what you have felt. I had given most of my all to you but you were selfish and decided to call it off because of your effortless. I somehow felt how you felt with your ex. But June, I will not be the same as what you did to me. I will still give my all in love.

I will promise not to wait for you. But if you do catch up, i will definitely hold you back. You were the kindest and sweetest girl. Your smile makes me smile, your pain makes me pain, your look into emptiness makes me sad. You were so understanding, you gave me freedom and likewise from my side. You will always be my 🐒. I love you…and I wish to be with you again. Live well.