I broke up with my ex because my mom didn’t approve of him and at that time she was a single mother so I didn’t want to upset her so I pushed him away but now time has passed and it’s been 4 years, I’ve moved to a different country, my mom got married again and has finally allowed me to have a boyfriend. Still the first person that I think about is him. I WANT TO LOVE HIM and no one else. He has a girlfriend so I’m not going to tell him about my feeling because I don’t want to break that girls heart but I REALLY WANT TO KNOW WHAT HE FEELS AND IF HE STILL WANTS TO GET BACK. I REALLY REALLY LOVE HIM A LOT. I’m pretty sure I can’t love another guy even after 4 years of not seeing him. WHAT AM I SUPPOSED TO DO? I just keep on hoping that he’ll come back, even though I know he won’t, but I can’t love anyone else.
