my mom is like a f***ing animal every time that she’s drunk.
She always glares at me at the dinner table, sitting next to me, almost like she dares me to provoke her. I don’t look her in the eye, so I just pretend like I don’t notice her and I just eat my dinner.
Today I asked why there was alcohol on her breath.
I know it was a dumb question. I already know the answer. But I asked anyway. And she answered because she has been drinking wine. I asked why. And she simply said that there doesn’t have to be an answer.
I finished my dinner and left. Of course, she came to my room and started a fight. Said that she is not obligated to keep me alive because im an adult. and that its none of my business if she takes a piss, shits or even fucks in the middle of the living room.
I just want to get away from her as fast as I can.
She even called me a piss-ant and turned off the WIFI just to spite me.
I hate her so much, that words just can’t describe it.
Even though I do love her, and I would take a bullet for her (maybe) i don’t know how much longer i can take this before i start trying to choke her the f**k out.