I’m infatuated with my neighbour. He’s around my age, But this guy… with obvious common sense and enough behaviour observation, I can say that he doesn’t have romantic feelings for me… He doesn’t make the effort to meet me, to talk to me, to get to know me. I’ve destroyed my schedule and priorities, just so I could…. Uh stalk him and get to know about him and his schedule. I introduced myself using some excuse, he was cold at first,but after 4-5 encounters, he had a curious interest…. But that was just at first, now it feels like I annoy him. I know the fact that he isn’t obligated to indulge me and my feelings for him, but I just can’t help it. I want to get over him so much, but if you read about infatuation (limerence), then you’ll know that your brain chemicals responsible for making you feel good, cause you to be addicted to the object of your affection like some poor person to drugs. I’ve had legit withdrawals with panic attacks and my hands shaking on the thoughts of not meeting him ever again. But the thing is, he will leave in some months to a year, he has said he will leave his home for advanced studies, be it in a foreign country or any other place. I know just for the sake of getting info about him, I’ve tried to know him, but even before I knew him, I was obsessed just by his looks first. But seeing now as he doesn’t really care for me the way I do for him, I really really want to get over him, but it hurts, the idea of not being with him hurts, imagining him with someone else hurts. All this hurts a lot.