I attempted suicide on Tuesday. Life feels so weird, I’ve gone back to living and no one seems to realise. I haven’t told anyone because I think no one would care enough. I know this might seem so selfish of me. I don’t know what I want to hear, and i don’t think anyone wants to hear my story. I use videos to trigger myself hoping I might be brave enough to finally finish the job and die. I don’t know why this is happening to me how can I just stop feeling this way.

I feel so embarrassed for posting this. Sorry.