CSA survivor, This Halloween came by the girl who molested me when I was child came to the door with her husband and children. I still do not know how to feel about this but have been having bouts of ugly crying since. She looked so normal, she had a family and children. I’ve struggled with my s******** (Bisexual) and it’s validity for years and being to afraid of emotional attachment and intimacy have never had a partner. She went on and have a normal life and I can’t help but feel angry and jealous about it. She acted normal she didn’t even seemed like she knew me and the exchange was short but I’ve felt off since. It was so long ago, and I’ve talked about it before but am still so emotional whenever it comes up or is discussed. I just don’t want to cry about this anymore why can’t I just be over it?!