to my crush:
im sorry that i didnt do anything sooner. i should have done or said something. i was scared.
i know I never really had a chance with you. but maybe i could of been a small part of your life. if i had tried.

it hurts me that you are with her now. you two have history together and i cant compete with that.

you would never even look at me the way you look at her.

if i had to pick a person to spend the last day in this world with, it would be you, but i know i would never even cross your mind.

having feelings for you s****. it s**** because i know i cant be with you. i know you dont want me. i know that im not good enough.

my heart is hollow, my head is messy and my body is ugly. but i think i still love you. and you dont even know who i am.

its not fair.