Hey guys. Anubis here. Just wanted to vent, obviously. So my friends. They’re great people, and I love them all. We’re best buddies. But nowadays I feel so empty. It’s like I’m there with them, but still not *there*. You know? It’s like they’ll ghost me while I’m right there. They do care. Of course. Maybe, day before yesterday? I was so sad that I wanted to sit with my best friend but so my other friend. Then she got mad and then he got quiet and I was pathetic. I didn’t want to make them feel bad. I immideatly moved to another seat and asked her to sit there. They were so happy to talk. And when I got quite and tried to control my sobbing, they called me that ‘we love you. You know that right?’. Well I do. But it just doesn’t feel like that sometimes. I feel left out. Alone.