I want people to stop and wipe the idea of “us” out of their head. If it means you hate me, that’s fine, but I don’t really care. It’s done as far as I’m concerned, believe me I’ve thought about it, and if you want to know the truth, the final straw was actually that. I had seen and experienced many many things throughout, that I wasnt alright with. Its the kind of s*** that made me go “??? Yeah alright, well I guess its about time I move off in a new direction and find a way…. again”. No hard feelings, I have no prob but f*** help you if you stick your band in my g******* door when I turn my back and take anything. See now you just reinforced why I was walking away. Now there is hard feelings. I don’t like that s*** especially from people who really should have my f****** back, completely. What a f****** pathetic fool I would have to be to shake hands with these people now and say “eh, it’s all right buddies… I’m a joker, I’m a smoker, duh, I’m a midnight toker, duh?” F*** that shut, I’m better than that and I’m better than you, always have been. It’s not up to you it’s up to me. I say it’s a no go. If I feel you’re coming off as entitled, like as if anything that has to do with me is your business at all, well then you’ll see an a****** 🙂

I would say you should also remember that some things you do can never be repaired, you should remember that, but in all honesty, I don’t really give a s*** if you learned from it 🙂 I like my life right now, without you. That’s pretty much all that matters to me. I don’t care what you feel or what you want or how you feel about me, as longnas we are not togethet. I don’t need you.