Struggle with anxiety & I ended up shooing someone anyway after someone else I knew came up to talk to me. I had a strong physical (arm flailed about) panic reaction, which is super embarrassing and I will never forget. Then to save myself from feeling and getting very red I shooed my friend away and that wasn’t nice. I feel like I can’t be normal. That friend isn’t part of my life anymore, I think I saw them the other day which I feel weird about… I feel I should say sorry. I wish I could say I was better but…