I’m in love with my best friend.
He doesn’t love me back.
It all happened when he asked for my number in September. It was originally because he wanted to get with my friend and he wanted me to hook him up. They never dated. He started facetiming me and we ended up liking each other a lot. He liked me more than just a friend though. For months, he really liked me, my feeling was off an on until one day I really fell head over heels. It was amazing for the first 7 hours, then for some reason, he fell out of it. He just stopped liking me like that. I can’t stop thinking about him. Ever. Every five minutes he’s in my thoughts. I’m wondering what he’s doing or what class he’s in or if he’s facetimed me or dm’ed me or snapchatted me. The pain in my heart is so indescribable. “Crazy someone that can make you the happiest can make you the saddest” That’s from IFHY by Tyler, The Creator. I’ve been listening to that song on repeat because every single word describes my situation. It hurts so bad.
I try to talk to him normally ever since that incident happened where he stopped liking me and it was awkward, but I feel like he’s slowly starting to hate me. I think we should just stay away from each other and out of contact for a while but he doesn’t realize how much I f****** need him.
He doesn’t realize I love him
Logan, I love you I love you I love you I love you. And I know I never have the balls to say it but I do. I need you. I want things to be normal.
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Kill your self
I’m sorry. I am going through something similar. It hurts. To be open with someone and as soon as they see that they can too it’s like they got scared that you were able to do that and closed the door in your face. I don’t know what to do either but I do wish you luck.
thank you so much